I
am
so
tired

Of living in a world
that is forever telling me
in ways big and small that

I
do
not
exist

Everything hurts
All of the time.
How are things with you?

[Just a note to say that as of the time that this post is going up, I am doing totally fine. I do not mostly feel like shit all of the time, and sometimes I can go months without buckling under the pressure of the constant barrage of reminders that I do not exist to most people. But also, it’s important to be able to express what that feels like, when it does. It feels like this.]